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lucybooz
01-08-2006, 06:54 PM
my murphy, a 12 yr. old mixed pit, has had a mast cell tumor on her leg (inoperable) that was diagnosed maybe 6-8 months ago. my vet told us that it was malignant, but until her quality of life changed, we would treat her with prednisone and benedryl (for the itching caused by the histamine in this type tumor). she was always a strong-willed dog, gentle as a lamb but strong as an ox. she would eat any time, anywhere - would come out of the woodwork if she heard the rustle of the treat jar.

i'm beginning to question the changes in her "quality of life". the tumor is on her left-rear leg (quite large and unsightly, and she is CONSTANTLY licking it because of the itching). as for the tumor itself, she doesn't seem to be in any pain, she doesn't limp, or show any signs of distress on the leg. her eating habits, however, are changing drastically. she would never leave a bowl anything but empty. now i feed her in the morning and she still doesn't eat it all by bed time. she used to go crazy for her chew ear every night. she doesn't even look at it anymore. when it's time for treats, you have to practically beg her to come, but once she is there she will eat the treats with no problem. she eats the cat food with no problem either. i've even added gravy and rice to her food, thinking if i spruce it up she might eat. that isn't working either.

she is by no means the same murphy. she lays alot, and is not the energetic dog we know she used to be. she was a dog so strong that she would jump a 6 ft. chain link fence!!!!! not anymore.

my question, tho i hate to ask, is this: i thought that knowing she was in pain would be my signal to put her to rest, but is there a chance she can be getting near the time even with no pain? the non-eating is quite a concern to me, knowing what a good eater she used to be. i don't want her to suffer in any way, and i made up my mind that when i ever thought she was in pain i would do what i have to do. but.....maybe the time will come even tho there is no sign of pain.

if you would see this tumor on her leg, you would wonder how she could NOT have pain. i move her leg, press on it, and she shows no sign of discomfort at all. i'm really wondering if there is cancer in other parts of her as well.

please help me - i know what the outcome of this is going to be - i just need some advise on knowing when i must do what i must do.

jane

JustJo
01-08-2006, 07:13 PM
This is a tough spot to be in. My Cody had the same type tumor on her back leg. She was 16 and the vet gave her 6 months or so to live. She never appeared to be in any pain, always kept eating, and seemed to be her regular senior self, sleeping a lot. We helped her pass over Rainbow Bridge the day the tumor burst. That was one of the signs the vet told us to watch out for. Even after it burst she did not appear to be in any pain but it was definietly time at that point. My sympathies to you for having to go through this. It is very, very hard.

lucybooz
01-08-2006, 07:27 PM
dear jo, PLEASE tell me what you mean by the tumor bursting. i'm wondering if "bursting" means the bleeding. sometimes she licks so much she starts the tumor to bleed - sometimes it's hard to stop the bleeding.

our vet never mentioned this. did your poor baby lick and itch all the time? what did you do for the itching?

we are having our share of heartache. about a month ago we lost our springer spaniel, lucky, to heart problems. just literally dropped dead!!!!! boy that was a hard one. plus we have a 16 yr. old lab who we are just making comfortable too. he can't hear and has hip problems. even he is eating better than murphy tho. then there is our 16 yr. old mixed sam who can't hear and has skin problems. our vet tells us we are running a nursing home for aging pets!!!!!

along with the older ones tho we have 3 others. will never be without a dog, that's for sure.

it's so hard to let them go, especially when they've been with you for so long. but, that's the prize you get, keeping them so long, when you take good care of them!!!!!

sorry for your loss - prayers and hugs to u 2,

jane

JustJo
01-08-2006, 07:33 PM
Hi Jane.

The tumor kept growing and growing. It eventually "burst" because the skin could not stretch any longer. It was horrible for me to see but Cody seemed oblivious of it. Just licked a bit and did not seemed distressed or in pain at all. She was even wagging her little tail the whole time. OH! Makes me cry to think about it. She was not the sharpest knife in the drawer compared to my other dogs I've had, but she was the sweetest of them all by far. I miss her terribly. I am so sorry you are going through this too. My heart goes out to you. :(

lucybooz
01-08-2006, 07:44 PM
jo, i'm so sorry this brought back so many bad memories. thanks so much for your info, and god bless you and cody.

jane

monkeymamabo
01-08-2006, 07:51 PM
Jane,
I am sorry, I have no advice for you. Just wanted to offer my support. I am so very sorry that you and your baby are having to deal with this.
Big hugs,
Bonitta

Jo, so sorry about your baby also.